Auburn - Love Calling (Letters From My Diary) • @CallMeAuburn

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A song from my Diary...
Have you ever been in a relationship with someone, and you fought more then you talked with them, cried more than you laughed? And somewhere down the middle, you started to ask why you were even together... we can relate.

Ive been in and out of the wrong kinds of relationships. Ones without the comprehension of what love is, slowly learning to call love hate, and hate love.

Ive learned that sometimes the only reason we hold on to a person is because we don't want another to have them. I mean consider all the emotion, time and tears you've put into that person. Gets to the point where the memories are all that keeps you together. You grow comfortable. And so you, or we... find it hard to start fresh with someone else.

As a result, once they're finally gone. Finally no longer yours. Its a lot harder to let go.
Selfishness, Envy, Sadness, Hurt, that and the good memories just flood your mind. And you wish you could just have those good moments again... right?

In life we learn to love and we learn to hate. And somewhere in the middle we confuse the two. Often a heartbreak can cause someone to believe that they love someone, when in all actuality every word and action they say will prove just the opposite.

Love, cant hate. Love is incapable of being selfish. Love, can only love.
Ive learned through out my life the hard way, just what or more so who love is.

One of my favorite scriptures in the Bible is 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.
Its says "Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; 6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."

If you love someone, you understand when you're bad for them. And when they're bad for you. And out of love. You let them go. And the best way to let them go and get over heartbreak, is to find the author of love, ...the one who gave you that heart in the first place.

No matter how much it hurts, to envy or dwell on heartbreak, is never the answer.

In this video, I portray the opposite of love. Something I've gone through, and Im sure some of you (If you're still reading) May have experienced yourself. I didn't understand that being unhappy in a relationship, yet still being unable to let go was bondage. Rather than righteous counsel or prayer A lot of us refer to bad counsel or drinking to make it better, but it only makes it that much worse.

I've learned, When finding it hard to let go, We can easily confuse our hurt and inability to let go with love.
When in all actuality, its everything but.

Remember heartbreak may last for a season, but GOD can mend and show you the right way to love, and with the right person.

In this video, I portray my old self, and how a lot of us who've "loved" and been hurt, react to our heartbreak. Pretty soon, Ill be able to show the right way to deal with a broken heart, and the right One to call on. It'll be a new page from my diary. This here is an old page, torn out. And thrown away.

A song fro my Diary....
"Love Calling" - xo, Auburn
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Lyrics:

Hello...
Yeah this is love calling...
Its been so long
Since i was left balling, falling for... you, you.
You, you, ...you.
You, you.
You.

So tell me, whats her name?
And how long have y'all been together?
And are you still the same?
Or has she made you that much better?
Cause when you were mine
Everything it was so beautiful...
But baby with time
You up and let me go

Now i'm sitting, and I'm calling
Got me drinkin'
Got me ballin'
And i hate that its all over you

Saw her picture
On your profile
You look so in love... yeah
Y'all look so in love yeah

And i hate it cause
I see it all over you

Oh, Hello
Yeah this is love calling...
Its been so long
Since i was left balling, falling for... you, you.
You, you, ...you.
You, you.
You.

I hate when i see you
Happy with someone
other than me

I hate that you're happy
out there and moved on
I just cant let you be

Oh i hate that you're happy
Out there with someone
Other than me

Hello...
Yeah this is love calling

-Auburn

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Directed By @JargonDyonisis & @CallMeAuburn
Edited By @CallMeAuburn
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